Ever have those weeks when you feel like the entire Universe is against you and everything is going to hell in a hand basket? Yeah, it's been one of those weeks for me....
Three weeks ago I started school again and after 2+ years of being out of school, lets just say it's been an adjustment. I'm attending one of the best photography programs in the country and it is kicking my butt so far. Randolph Community College is no joke. Those mutha fukas mean business and won't settled for mediocrity in the slightest. It's terrifying and exciting all at once.
This whole year we will be learning all about medium format film photography, which I am super jazzed about, but they seem to think we are little money trees and that's really annoying. I'm going from a full time 40/hrs a week job* to about 20hrs a week PLUS a 40 minute commute to school 4 days a week. Gas ain't free, y'all.... So, you could say I'm a little more than stressed out about money and my life. Because no matter how shitty it is, money rules everything around us and I hate it, hate it, HATE IT.
I'm trying my best to not break my neck keeping my chin up, but maaaaaaan it's hard some days. All those little crappy moments you have during the week just build up and up until you realize you're on empty and totally crash. It's no fun, but life keeps going even when you're down. I kind of feel a little better now that I've written down some of my anxieties. Sorry that this is a little heavy. I try it keep it light and fluffy on here, but we all have crap days and weeks.
I hope everyone else is having a great week/weekend.
Amour, Le Petit Oiseau XO
*it's actually 2 part time jobs that equal full time. that counts, right?
Three weeks ago I started school again and after 2+ years of being out of school, lets just say it's been an adjustment. I'm attending one of the best photography programs in the country and it is kicking my butt so far. Randolph Community College is no joke. Those mutha fukas mean business and won't settled for mediocrity in the slightest. It's terrifying and exciting all at once.
This whole year we will be learning all about medium format film photography, which I am super jazzed about, but they seem to think we are little money trees and that's really annoying. I'm going from a full time 40/hrs a week job* to about 20hrs a week PLUS a 40 minute commute to school 4 days a week. Gas ain't free, y'all.... So, you could say I'm a little more than stressed out about money and my life. Because no matter how shitty it is, money rules everything around us and I hate it, hate it, HATE IT.
I'm trying my best to not break my neck keeping my chin up, but maaaaaaan it's hard some days. All those little crappy moments you have during the week just build up and up until you realize you're on empty and totally crash. It's no fun, but life keeps going even when you're down. I kind of feel a little better now that I've written down some of my anxieties. Sorry that this is a little heavy. I try it keep it light and fluffy on here, but we all have crap days and weeks.
I hope everyone else is having a great week/weekend.
Amour, Le Petit Oiseau XO
*it's actually 2 part time jobs that equal full time. that counts, right?
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